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[11 Oct 2009|12:42am] |
I am listening to SCANCH.
I am putting off hanging laundry (yes, it's almost one in the morning.)
I am trying not to scratch my ankle where the skin is rubbed off. It's really itchy.
I kind of have to go to the bathroom but it's really cold outside of this room.
I am cold. Like, lips-turned-purple cold.
I am trying REALLY hard not to scratch my ankle where the skin is rubbed off.
I am talking with XANET!! kind of.
I am thinking about what to be on Halloween.
I am scratching my ankle. Ouch. Oh yeah.
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| BUCK TICKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK |
[06 Oct 2009|12:21am] |
read about it here
http://community.livejournal.com/buck_tick/588967.html
IT WAS AMAZING. I can't wait for another show. I wish I had no job so I could have went to the Kyoto show the next day! And Osaka next week! AHAHAHA.
Xanet, you had better see a Buck-Tick show with me one of these days!!!!! IT'S A PROMISE. I will totally pay for your ticket. Oh yeah, I think I am going to join their fanclub.... hahah. Get better tickets that way. Maybe I can go to a FC only show!
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[29 Sep 2009|09:57pm] |
I found someone selling 2 tickets for BT in Nagoya on Oct 3rd!!!!!!
I NEED SOMEONE TO GO WITH ME. WHO WILL COME SEE BT IN NAGOYA THIS WEEKEND.
ps. since it is a FC ticket it will be more expensive than usual.
(I can't find someone selling just one ticket!!!)
my pig flu is gone but now I have another, more minor and annoying cold. blech.
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[04 Nov 2006|04:05pm] |
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XANET YOU BEST COME TO JAPAN IN JANUARY BECAUSE SCANCH IS DOING A SHOW IN NAGOYA.
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[10 Aug 2006|02:10pm] |
i got married last week, and am now living with my wonderful husband in Nagoya.
for the first time in a really long time, i`m actually happy.
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[06 Jul 2006|11:37pm] |
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i'm going to Japan in two weeks, guys.
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[22 Jun 2006|04:43pm] |
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because of a stupid mistake, i made the person who's most important to me upset again. this is really painful. is it April again already...?
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[12 Jun 2006|04:40pm] |
so, did i write in here that i got a job? cause i got a job. wooo. i'm going to be late today maybe. (right now it's 4:45, and i'm supposed to be in at 5:00.)
yesterday i felt really weird. this morning too. but, i just got a notice that i'm kicked out of school today in the mail. and because of that, i'm really happy. quit school or continue, that decision's been made for me and i think it's the right one. you can always go back to school. i know i won't study if i go back now. and, because of this new freedom i have these ideas about things that i want to make and do, and feel like i'm able to start making plans for the future as well. and those don't include being in the US in a year from now. i don't know. how can something that seemed so sad before make me so happy now?
or maybe it's because of my awesome new sunglasses. (50 cents from a $1 shop, haha.)
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| １週間のチェックイン |
[31 May 2006|04:50pm] |
i don't have a job yet. but i won't give up~ ahh, no, let's give up.
i have been home a week from school. i went to the movies with a friend and her boyfriend last week. i've been to the beach once, and i'll go again tomorrow. yesterday i went to my grandfather's and cut down some trees and did other yardwork. my arms are covered in little cuts. today, i cooked a lot. lunch was sauteed vegetables, and me and ben made cupcakes from scratch this afternoon. delicious!
right now, i'm cleaning my room. ah, it's so hard because i don't have any shelves and i have too much fabric! all i have left to do is.... everything... why is the room messier when you think you're already halfway finished? i want to get rid of anything i won't need so it'll be easier to move. but for now, i can't wait till i'm done because then i can begin sewing again. (i told myself not to start sewing until the room was clean.) i want to do a lot of comissions before i leave. i need to get rid of all this fabric.
friday, i'm going to apply for a passport. and then, the weekend! where i won't be doing anything. fumuu.
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[23 May 2006|07:02pm] |
hey guys~ i'm done with school as of... 5:30 today when i finished my exam. woo. right now i'm beginning to pack... urgh. i hate how it's so anti-climactic and sad. kay school friends, see you in three months, bye~ kind of feeling.
summer plans include: working at joann fabrics, doing comissions and premade stuff (and making a website for that... does someone want to give me webspace for free? i'll pay you back in.... uh, not money. clothes?) and working at someplace else where i'm not actually employed yet but plan to be. hopefully, i'm going to japan at the end of july or beginning of august.
and everyone cool: we should hang out over the summer. but i have zero money so it has to be in connecticut or new york, ok??? or you jerks living in worcester, i suppose i can steal a car and drive up there ...
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| 不気味な夢を見た |
[19 May 2006|07:05pm] |
i had a really weird dream. it was about my ex-boyfriend. why did i have this dream now?? even in the dream i told him i had a new boyfriend. i hope i don't have another dream like this one. maybe i shouldn't eat before taking a nap.
ok, i'm going to go drink out at the bar with my friends now! for the last time. sigh. ):
hmm.... i want pizza~..
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[18 May 2006|03:50pm] |
why am i studying?
- pressure from parents
- pressure from everyone else
- scared to not be a student
- not wanting to live at home
- needing a job in the future
are these good reasons? hell no. urgh.
oh, good. my dorm room has ants. yuck yuck yuck yuck.
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| 心配 |
[14 May 2006|08:23pm] |
what if you died next week? would you be able to say you died happy? would you regret not doing certain things?
that's what i've been thinking about lately. i keep saying i have to finish school. but what if i die before i finish? what if he dies? what if something else happens? then we'll never be able to be together, because i was for some reason so interested in finishing school. but, what if nothing happens, and it's an uneventful year? then, if i quit school i'll regret that too.
sigh. i don't know what to do.
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[07 May 2006|07:42pm] |
last week was the best. i'm happy, but sad too. but i decided not to cry anymore, since i'll be in Japan soon. (not soon enough, but..)
ok. back to normal life.
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| ハイ・テンション... |
[25 Apr 2006|04:07pm] |
but everything is working out again. i love how that happens.
My Japanese class got cancelled on Thursday!! therefore, i can leave early from Amherst. I got the hotel for the 27th. I got an even BETTER hotel in Boston for the weekend. I'm picking up the car tomorrow, which i'm renting with my brand new platinum card, hahaha. I'm really excited. woo~ all the show tickets are bought and stuff.... yeah!
Emily, i got a letter from you! from February! hahahaha. My mom sent it up to me. It was a really nice surprise, thanks :3 Your purika is too~~ cute. <3
Akuma-chan, I got your package. Don't worry, I won't eat the contents yet. ｗ
My poor baby Alex is getting his wisdoms in (well, one of them.) so tomorrow we're going to the dentist. Urgh. Wish him luck. T_T
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[14 Apr 2006|09:39pm] |
so... my head got shaved today cause my friend gave me the worst haircut ever. yeah.
i'm pretty bummed.
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[02 Apr 2006|11:08am] |
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last night was the worst ever. i'm never doing that again.
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| hahahaha. |
[30 Mar 2006|08:19pm] |
i feel so fat lately. it's totally gross. i bought a bunch of fruit at big y the other day just so i wouldn't need to go to the dc and eat dc food. but, even though i ate an apple this morning, i went to lunch and dinner at the dc. i tried to eat well, but it's very hard.... dc food is kind of.... T_T
now that it's spring, all the girls are wearing skimpy clothes and i'm jealous. i mean, i'm the thinnest i've ever been at this height, actually. i'm thinner than i was in 8th grade. but i feel like i look worse than i did when i was three clothing sizes bigger. why????? WHY!??!!!!!!!
aughhhhhhhh.
tomorrow i am going to bar(s) with a couple of my friends. it promises to be good times!!
oh yeah and my back is all sunburned. thank goodness i put sunscreen on my face this morning!
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| どうしようかな？ |
[30 Mar 2006|12:32am] |
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キッチンでセックス！
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